Tuesday, September 15, 2009
a go.
shall not
i knew, i knew
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Kiss-and-tell
lots of them,
The love among them,
terrific,
almost splendid.
They fed each other poison,
loved with their guts,
if only they could exchange gifts,
that of the scent of wreaths.
i am okay,
The tongue,
the gestures,
the glance,
the stare,
the glare,
the eyes,
you know its definitely,
love.
much of it.
the thought of it,
the sight of it,
the sound of that chaos,
i listen with disgust,
when they squabble of x.
the unknown.
for the unknown.
fight,
eat,
kill,
laugh,
slaughter,
giggle,
suicide
tease,
smile,
die.
its not the end.
of the x.
of the return.
of the run,
of the race,
of the rats.
the ruins.
the reunion.
of the runny yolks.
the charred hearts.
the blurred vision.
i am okay,
but i shall wash myself clean.
of the soil.
the ketchup stain,
the uncleared mess.
i rest my case.
With guns and bruises,
tn ereffid ni.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
care by paying taxes.
Saturday, August 1, 2009
"Life is like a ferris wheel" (FOB, 2009).
then, i was so hungry, because i woke up too early, and it was too late for breakfast and too early for lunch,
then when i was sitting at home yesterday, i heard a child crying her hearts out,
dying to be heard,
when i was at the traffic lights, i waited, and waited, for 2 batches of cars to see the green light before i got to cross the road.it was one long wait.
i do not know.
i was hungry, i was thirsty, she cried, i waited.
it was all physical.
almost emotional,
nothing spiritual.
i want that thirst,
that kind of hunger,
the plea, the cry,
the long wait.
i want to drink
i want to be filled.
i want to be see,
i want the wait to end.
to see Him.
wait for it.
last summer
go somewhere cool.
get a job, to get some bucks.
laze and loaf.
stay in singapore and not go home so often
Things that actually happened.
went to many cool places,
i realised it was the people, instead of the place. didnt go really far, but went really far, with people, had many talks, havent got enough though. got to realised many things, about people.
decided to ditch the job, for more quality time with myself and give myself the "avail" freedom.
and found cheap thrills, all within budget.
lazed and loafed, and had tonnes of fun.
stayed in singapore quite abit, for the sake of the Poles (http://thepursuitofanurans2.blogspot.com/). Made 42 new friends.
went home more often than i anticipated.