what makes me less grouchy,
undo what makes the me mean,
inappropriate,
less deserving,
more annoying,
less forgiving,
more allowing,
lest,
compelling and meek.
the power of the meek.
the meekness of power.
i need to learn.
totally,
by facing,
and not backing.
i wish i could run,
and not turn back,
like this chinese proverb Cat taught me when i was an angsty kid,
which i liked so much.
about rainbows and clouds,
about living,
and leaving no carbon trace,
of the inorganic life, yet of isotopes of that element.
not as common as i want it be to.
boring,
i rather.
sometimes.
