Tuesday, September 15, 2009

i knew, i knew

I sat there, wondering.
I knew this day would come, Only better, 
Then it came creeping, bright sun, clouds and the lawn,  
It was surely, 
better that i thought it would, 
Then, 
came a surprise, 
just as i anticipated, 
of the unknown, 
but knowingly, 
as if people could be happier, 
i knew, i knew,  

It was it, 
Just what was missing, 
i cannot comprehend the possibilities, 
just like you told me you would.  

i doubt trust is reliable, 
i do not know, 
i am able, 
to be, 
what i thought i couldnt, 

it aint true,

this is where it all started.

when my ego matched my thoughts,
when what i did was exactly what i felt.

and i still aint
what you think you arent.